It’s about 5:30 am and i can’t sleep. I’ve been up all night thinking about the greatest thing on Earth, love!
There is this one girl i adore, no better, love. Yeah dammit, i’ve been thinking all night long bout that…. and fuck i can’t help myself for doing so.
Another good thing is today Lydia has her birthday =D She is now an old old Woman. XDD No just joking, wish i could say all my best greetings for her personally, but well there is this huge fukken ocean between us. Anyways hope you have an awesome birthday party love! RAWR means i love you in Dinosaur =D
Oh yeah almost forgot, fuck all the guys. Yeah really my bf Kelsee is being pushed away all the time. FUCK YOU GUYS! Come on how lame is that? She is such a great person, do you idiots have nothing other to do than hurt her?! Kel you deserve something better than that!This sucks such huge balls. There is another thing i know about but i won’t tell you cos it’s nothing for you guys.
Nerd girl i don’t deserve you…. haha just had this song from MC Chris in my head, gotta love that song, he is a genius!
Awww well i just played my old Tony Hawk games ^__^ Those were great back in the day, but my fav is still Tony Hawk’s American Wasteland. Maybe i am buying an Nintendo Entertaiment System (NES). I just want that feeling back i had when i was kid. Emulators are not the real thing… i want that pad, the old TV, the fukken great grey thingy… i love it, no doubt about it.
Well i think no one knows me, really. I am always thinking about that. Like moving away from here, but i got my band, and i love my band! That’s why i am staying here, otherwhise i would be far away from here. Let’s split myself apart and put me back together. =P
I am trying out google + i must say it’s a facebook killer! All that features are great, most of the users that have it are not really into it, so they really don’t know what it’s about! i am writing a review on that later this week.
It should be illegal to be dumb! ^__^ Too many people have that honor, but i like bashing those people… like George W. Bush or Barack Obama, come on guys… you presidents?! They are more like marionettes of the Banks, who pays the most?!
Well well, i talk gibberish y’all XD STFU most of you will think … but damn you! Go to hell i do what i like and that is be who i am… an asshole nerd like Mark Zuckerberg…. XDDD at least people say i am arrongant sometimes.. why is that O__o i’ve never been!!! That’s why i know people don’t know me and how i am! I damn those people GTFO my life. I am not you puppet and you aren’t my master. So there is no Master of Puppets. I am the god of thunder in my life no one else. I allow certain people to share my life with me, but that means i just love them and they love me, and yeah they are honest.
I think that’s it for now … so fuck fuck and away! FTS!
Well, much happened in that time, i got a girlfriend and dumped her because she lied to me. I said something like this here
But guess what she deserved it. God dammit why is everybody so unthankful in this world?Anyhow i have better things to do with my time than waste it to girls that are playing with my heart. Like playing with my band or record a solo Record.Yes, right I’m recording a solo record. For all my Homies my Bros. and Sis!At this time i want to thank some people who made me believe in me and those who are dedicated songs to. Let’s start right away with the fucking mayhem! i like to start with dedication of the songs that go along with a little bit of explanation!
1. Scum - This song is dedicated to me and other me XD well cut it shortly it’s about being the only one who does his own thing and doesn’t give a fuck about the others!
2.Felt Like Home - Dedicated to my first real love in my Life. This is for you J. It’s about letting someone go, even if it hurts and then realizing shouldn’t have done this.
3.Story of a cheated Boy - Dedicated to all my ex girlfriends that cheated on me, that are almost all of them. They’d sleep around with other guys… this is a girlbashing song =D
4.I am what iam - Dedicated to my Childhood and Lydia Jewel Chaki. She reminded me how beautiful life can be and to have fun. Lydia you are great and somewhat of my savior! So this is a big thanks to you *huggles* The song is about growing up and wondering why everything is so blurry when you are an adult.
5.Happens one Time - Dedicated to Kelsee . The great Lioness… You are such a great person i feel great for knowing you sweetheart and well don’t believe in things the others say, you are great no matter what happens! The plot of the song is always stay true to yourself and stick to your own beliefs.
6. Home of the Dumb - Dedicated to all people i hate especially Phillip Herder… FUCK YOU! This song is about my ex band i played in. I felt really dumb in that band. Thanks to you guys =D
7.Slut - Dedicated to all my slutty ex gf’s that cheated on me! Another girl bashing song!
8.Up all night - Dedicated to Leanne Flores. You are my first homie sis! There is no other first , you know that! This song is like a big hug to you…. You sweet piece of ass… *poke you know it’s only a saying* Wish you all the best with your Boyfriend! The song itself is about being up all night, for someone you really like /love wait until that one’s come online =D
9.You’re Made to… - Dedicated to Lydia Jewel Chaki. There is only one thing , she is made to be awesome!The song is about being an awesome person! =D
10.Everything Ends - Dedicated to all Lovers and the one’s who lost someone out there. and that is also the plot of the Song.11.Rock City No.1 - Dedicated to the city i live in. My city is shit for calling it Rock City No.1 we never were. It’s a fuck you to the guys that used that term. but i beleieve someday when idiots are dead and gangsters too, we can be Rock City No.1.
12.Sore wa no ai no tame ni subete no - Dedicated to Lydia again =D Girl you make me write good songs. It’s a japanese one and the Lyrics are also japanese. I guess if you ever get that translated someday… you will punch me in da face , little cute Cherry Pie =D And no i won’t tell you what it’s about… find out yourself!
So last but not least… the Cover of that CD. It will be availible for free download at the 15 of July 2011. but only for 2 weeks, be sure to grab it then =X
Ahh man Music and mayhem and big thank you’s and Fuck you’s ….Life’s great isn’t it? HahahaIn my own words i think i am still a nerd, a geek , a punk no one likes somehow … but hey there are some people that believe in me and show me that through some love.
I’ll guess some people are going to shit their pants when they start reading my shit but wait… maybe not… I’m Captain Underpants… Up Up And AWAY! XDDD4:00 am in Germany and i am still not tired. Why is that so?! Anyhow i should go to bed and write some more this evening.
Love and Pacman all over the world!
Bamm Outta Here!